I am so pissed and stressed right now.
Work is sucking the life out of me. It's crunch time, near the end of session, and I'm feeling it....HARD.
I am so tired all the time, and my diet is poor because of lack of time/energy. I'm surviving off of carbs and sugar, essentially.
Trent and I are not really getting to see each other because of the insane schedule. Actually, that's not true. We're not getting to see each other because he is a space case. He had an emergency suit so that he could spontaneously spend the night w/o having to go all the way back home in the morning (because he lives across town from me, and I live close to the Capitol). We were supposed to hang out yesterday but we both got out of session really late and he ended up being at work until midnight so that was clearly not going to work out. So we decided he would spend the night with me tonight instead. I was excited about it, for a number of reasons. Well guess what? He for some reason had decided to wear his emergency suit today. And hadn't brought another suit for tomorrow. And he tells me this when it's already 10pm. And so he decides that he needs to go home instead of staying over. Well fuck that.
You're probably like, "What is the big deal? Clearly you were spending time with him prior to him going home." Except that I wasn't. I found out about a job opening at the MOHL, only the closing date is TOMORROW. So I was hurriedly trying to work on my cover letter and resume and app and stuff. I was rushing so that I could spend time with him before going to sleep. And then as soon as I'm done and ready to spend time with him, he leaves. WTF?
And on top of it all I'm house-sitting and that is problematic when a dog is involved. My hours + a dog needing to pee every so often = HUGE problem.
I am not doing so great right now, but I needed to vent because I was lying in bed angry and that means not being able to fall asleep.
Somebody shoot me, put me in a coma, and wake me up when the session is over.
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RELAX....take a deep breath....remember how it was before you had this job at the Capitol when you were bored and restless b/c you didn't know what to do w/ your time...being busy (even crazy busy) beats having nothing to do, if you ask me. You can do it, Lauren!! =)
What's the MOHL? Are you thinking of leaving your job at the Capitol soon?
Man, if I were there, I would watch the dog for you. I LOVE dogs!!